STEAL back YOUR joy !!!

Often in life we allow others to steal our joy . We allow them to piss us off and take away the happiness we woke up with . It can be your friend , family member , a stranger in the next car . We give them the power to mess up our day and control our emotions . 

Lets try a different approach - 

When we feed into someones negative energy we become apart of it . We allow them to throw their energy balls at as and we catch them instead of dodging them . My little sister is dealing with this right now . She is very positive and is a hippie at heart . She deals with someone on a constant  who throws negative energy at her but she keeps catching it . 7 am this morning she caught the energy ball . Finally , I prayed on it and responded to her situation with the best advice I feel would help her . Here it goes ....

I said " Natalie , stop feeding into her energy . Stop allowing her to steal your joy every single day . You cannot argue with crazy , crazy will make you feel crazy ! Don't give this person anymore power . When they say something to try and shake your peace of mind , bite your tongue and smile . Sometimes people want to start drama because that is their normal . Don't EVER let ANYONE control your emotions . Keep your energy positive around you . Misery loves company sis , never forget that . Let your light shine so bright you reveal their true colors  " 

I hope that whoever is reading this never lets anyone steal there joy . Someone is rude to you , steals your parking spot , spreads rumors , says hurtful words , learn to not feed into their energy any longer. When you respond to people like this , its like adding fuel to fire . Energy is very powerful so make sure your positive energy over shadows their negative energy .

Peace & Blessings

Xox0- Fee La Tour  

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Pregnant & Ambitious ?

Woo !

I feel like lately I have to freakin take a breather and just pray for patience continually day in , day out . I enjoying being creative and I can NEVER stay still . Any project someone wanted me to be apart of before pregnancy I was there at a drop of a dime. I'm not sure if its the pressure I put on myself to create or what but I am having an itch . An itch to create new things and reach new goals . 

I would've never thought that I would be pregnant at 23 and the middle of my career buttttt I am . I am very thankful and excited for my little angel to get here by all means !! There comes a huge transition in life when you become pregnant . All of the sudden you can't pick heavy things up , eat certain foods , go on adventurous work projects ( for me at least ) . I think this has been the biggest challenge for me . I still work a lot but I've notice a lot of people don't want to ask me to work because they feel I am pregnant and I don't want to work . Eghhh , not me . 

I've worked my whole pregnancy and don't plan on stopping until the doctor tells me to if necessary . There are so many things I want to do right now but how do I when I am accepting a baby next month ? You see where I am going with this ? I can be creative but its a limited amount of creativity because my body is giving all my energy to creating my daughter . This is something I have been struggling with and I am realizing a lot about myself . I am realizing # 1 that I don't know how to stay still and take a break from " work ." I am also realizing how ambitious I am and I feel it only comes out more while being pregnant because now I am ambitious on another level due to my newest motivation , my little girl .  

Maybe I am not the only ambitious pregnant women out there and hopefully once I am done writing this I can have some what of an answer speak to my spirit . This is a new part of my journey and I am learning so much very rapidly . Its very exciting / interesting and I guess all I can do is go with the flow . I'm in hopes of other mommies reaching out and maybe sharing what they went through with being ambitious and pregnant ! 

Peace & Blessings 

Xox0 - Fee La Tour 

Change = G.R.O.W.T.H

In life I constantly challenge myself to gain enough momentum to reach the next goal . This takes hibernation , reading , journaling , and LOTS of prayer . I pull back from my environment and I begin to make a change . This isn't something I just decide , I have to pray and plot for a very long time to finally gain enough courage to face the challenge . I've learned through out the years that in order for me to be able to live at my highest potential in this lifetime , I have to discipline myself and observe  .

 After accomplishing my dream to be a celebrity makeup artist I have reached what I call " the glass ceiling." I like to describe the glass ceiling as reaching a goal and wanting to break out of that glass to get to more things in other places . Adventurous I'd say .  I feel my spirit is ready to move on to the next thing in my journey . I am a 23 year old young black women with a lot of dreams , goals , and knowledge to share with the world.  The past couple of years of my life I have been through some crazy stuff . I lost 2 friends in a car accident , went through a mentally abusive relationship , started my own business , and made some stupid decisions in between. I grew , I grew more than I could've ever imagined and I stayed alert to learn the lessons that were being taught through every event . 

My change is me digging into what I do everyday which is motivate others and allow my spirit to speak freely through me . I asked for change , now its here and I have to embrace it . Am I scared ? hmmmm a little lol , because I was so use to my everyday life but I am ready to take another big leap of faith . I am ready for the next chapter of my journey and it all starts with my daughter .  I am very thankful for everyone who has supported me always and continues to support me . It only gets better from here , I promise . I'm a very ambitious individual and when I want something I go out and get it with hard work , prayer , and patience . 

Lets remember , change = Growth . We have to see change happen to grown to what we are truly called to be . I want to take advantage of my time here on earth and I am going to do just that ! Be careful with telling everyone your dreams and goals . You will see people will doubt you , not intentionally , they just don't have the same logic as you . Show them you can , but be sure to not let that be your motivation . Live your life to the fullest and never apologize for doing that . Sometimes you only need your own opinion and not the confusing opinion of everyone else around you . Recognize you're powerful and can do ANYTHING your heart desires :) 

Peace & Blessings 

Xox0 - Fee La Tour 

Do everything from your SOUL ...

          Operate from your soul and watch people become instantly inspired ...

Your soul is who you are . It is something that you wear on the inside of your body that keeps your body operating . Without your soul , you are not you, you are not alive . It lives forever and can never die , pretty impressive if you ask me .

 At the age of 23 I've done some really amazing things with my life thus far !  I would've never thought I would be where I am now . I realize that prayer and having this amazing thought process helped me manifest my dreams into reality. Along my life journey , I've come to realize that if I don't do things from my soul , it just doesn't work . The energy isn't transfered properly . The people won't feel me .  

I only know how to be me . I can be myself in several different emotional moods but when it comes to me sharing my positivity and enlightenment with my " Love Lights " I can only do it from my soul . The journey to finding out who I was and recognizing the difference between my soul and flesh wasn't an easy one by any means . 

I didn't always operate from my soul . I was a negative Nancy , very judgemental , and was operating from an egotistic stand point day in , day out . The moment I recognized my soul I began to live a life I could only dream of at one point . The key was finding out who Felicia really was behind the flesh . 

These days , I cannot operate if it isn't from the soul . I have no words to produce or projects if it doesn't come from the soul . I keep my mouth closed until my soul speaks threw me and we make masterpieces together . I remain still and in patience until my " ahhh ha !" moment comes. If I don't do my souls purpose I am unfulfilled and unhappy . Thats not the life I like to live or teach people . 

With all of that being said , make sure you are doing what makes you happy ! Don't try and please everyone else or try and do what everyone else " thinks " you should do . You came on this earth with a purpose that is placed inside of your heart and only you know what that is . Of course get advice from people when necessary but make your own decisions , always ! For the longest time I couldn't make my own decisions and drove myself and probably everyone around me crazy. Just decide :) Take life one day at a time and hope for the best . God / the universe has your back . With that mindset I promise you will feel unstoppable !!!

Peace & Blessings to all my LoveLights 

XoXo- Fee La Tour

#FeeLove 

Whats Causing Social Media Depression ?

I've recently been working very closely with young girls  and women of all ages . They seem to all have the same thing in common  . Comparing themselves  to other people on social networks such as instagram , Facebook , tumblr , vine , etc. To know that women are going into depression based off of what they see bothered me big time . 

There was a point in my life where I would compare myself to other people all the time . I walked around with a chip on my shoulder because I didn't have what the next person had . It could be their looks , success , or just their happiness . I would try and figure out a way to get what they had , I could never figure it out . I was neglecting my journey and who I was as a unique individual because of what I visually saw from the next person . We always want more than what is right in front of us for some reason . 

Soon, I realized the problem wasn't other people and their lives , the problem was me . I wasn't secure enough with myself and happy with my own life that I would look at others and want what they had instead of focusing on my own plate .This part of life is called " Self Realization ."  You cannot be happy for someone else until you are happy with yourself . We compare without knowing the full story of others . We want what we have not deserved out of life yet . We seem to miss the beauty in life because we tend to look at material things for validation of " a good life ." 

If you are the type of person that can not handle others doing good around you , you need to work on yourself starting from within . There should be no reason to be envious of  someone nor jealous of their walk of life . Social media should not allow you to get depressed . It really shouldn't control your emotions at all . There are a handful of women who get so wrapped up in social media that they get surgery to look like another person and self destruct all because they didn't know how to love themselves from the beginning . 

Lets go a little deeper , what if that person didn't have love growing up ? What if they were never taught how to appreciate what is in front of them . There are so many possibilities and deeper issues to why people allow social media to affect their lives in a negative way . You have to learn to love every single thing about yourself , good & bad . Practice acceptance and self love . Practice being happy for others and watch more blessings fall into your lap . Some woman see photos of money , bags , shoes , makeup and think " oh man , she has it all ." Well , does she ? Behind that picture that individual might be very insecure and covers up with material things to make them happy . What if that person had to go against her integrity to get those material things ? I'm sure thats not what you want . 

Appreciate your life . Always keep in mind anything in life is attainable and achievable with hard work . If you want a life full of material things , at least work hard to get it instead of walking around miserable . Whatever you do , clean house in the inside first and I guarantee that you'll see material objets as silly . 

Peace & Blessings 

XoXo- Fee La Tour 

Channel Your Energy Properly

One thing I want to say  before I get into this topic is , I SPEAK FROM EXPERIENCE AND EXPERIENCE ONLY .  I have to constantly practice what I speak as well as look for new ways to grow as a better human being every day . That comes with discipline and the willingness to learn regularly . When you do things from your soul , they don't just happen over night . You have to listen very carefully to your spirit as well as your gut intuition . That brings me to my next point .  

Channeling your energy properly - 

When I began my journey of  consciousness , I was very very afraid and confused . I one day woke up , and just began to isolate myself . I had no idea why I was isolating myself and what the purpose was . Now , 23 years young and looking at my life it all makes sense . It isn't easy to trust , ecspecially as a human being . We question everything ,  all the time ! Its just in our nature . So , of course , questions ran through my mind such as " am I doing the right thing ?" or " My friends aren't doing what I am doing , why am I the odd ball out ?" At the time I wasn't spiritually mature enough to recieve the answer to that question . 

My very first lesson was to channel my energy properly . That meant for me to go into isolation , which  consisted of ; working full time , no friend hang out time , reading , writing , and creating art . I disconnected from social media and I hibernated because I knew I was going through this for a reason . Questioning my every move , I learned to keep my faith alive and just trust . 

Fast foreword to my life today . I am healthy , happy , blessed in more ways I could ever imagine. I had to learn to channel my energy into my own journey . I learned very quickly that looking to the left or right of me would make me fall down . We all have our own purpose in life and we all have to practice discipline to figure out that purpose . Your soul will naturally lead you to where you are suppose to go ONLY if you're willing to allow it to . Our ego seems to get in the way the majority of the time . It is our job , to recognize the ego ( your flesh ) and tell it to simply " have a seat !" 

With all of that being said , I stepped into my purpose by channeling my energy properly . I stopped feeding things that didn't need to be fed . I also had to let a lot of friends go that were no longer serving a purpose in my life ( this is a VERY  hard part of the journey , test crucial part. ) . I still respected all with the understanding that everyone is on their own path and I cannot judge their footsteps . I am here to tell you do NOT be afraid of isolation ! You are one with God and being able to tap into that is the most beautiful thing that has ever happened to me . You learn so much about yourself as well as other people . Life seems to be a lot easier because you are spiritually in tune with the creator and learn to listen to the voice of our higher self as well as God . 

Trust your journey . Have patience , a lot of it . Don't let circumstances keep you down , they are only there to teach you something . Be as strong as you can , and when you feel like giving up , knell down and pray . 

Peace & Blessings 

XoXo- Fee La Tour 

Terrible pregnancy skin !!

        ( Pregnancy skin & non pregnancy skin regimen ) 

When in my first trimester of pregnancy , my skin went CRAZY ! I freaked out with it , which only made it worse :( I hand break outs all over and was very embarrassed to be in public . I've never experienced acne or anything of that nature so I was sad lol . First my body is gaining weight and going through changes , next I am hormonal and emotional , last but not least my skin is bugging out ! What do I do !? 

                                 Lovin my new skin :) 

The answer for myself was to say " this is only temporary , you are creating a human . This is normal . " I began to drink lots of water through out the day and also decided to switch over to all organic face products . I switched over for two reasons , one being that I didn't want products with a bunch of chemicals being transferred to my baby . The second reason was I didn't want to make my skin even WORSE with all that extras clogging my pores . Not only did I have to switch my skin care but I also had to switch my makeup . I knew liquid makeup wasn't going to cut it any longer . 

The products that got my face back to normal are listed below , keep in mind these products are ORGANIC , these products are also for sensitive skin . WATER is a necessity not only for you baby but also for you to stay looking fresh and fly through this pregnancy :) 

African Black Soap : I purchased this from Whole Foods in the beauty dept. I got this for many different reason . The first being that it is organic , but I also wanted something that would help me with dark spots after picking at my face . Me not being use to having breakouts I picked a lot but I heard this stuff helps with that and it did . I indulge night & day with lukewarm water . 

Juice Beauty Green Apple Peel Sensitive Skin : I also purchased this from Whole Foods . This stuff is amazing for dark spots as well as rejuvenating your skin and keeping  it nice and firm . It is a GREAT cleanse and keeps my face nice and smooth . I only do this once a week due to me not wanting to mess with my skin too much but to keep it nice and fresh of course !

OLEHENRIKSEN Sheer Transformation moisturizer : OMG ! This product is the bomb.com I bought this product from the spa and I can't rave about it more than I am about to . Like I said I was picking at my face and began to notice ugly dark marks . I freaked and ended up getting treated to a facial at this place . SOOOOO relaxing & amazing ! I got a deep cleaning which also included a peel like the one listed above as well as exfoliation process which is amazing . I asked him about getting rid of dark spots and he guided me to this product . I have been using it for only 2 weeks and my skin is already clear and back to normal . No dark spots!! :) 

All of these products helped me so much in the process of my skin calming down and I am very gentle with it .  My makeup had to change as well , below you will see the new compact I use . I've never been a compact powder type of girl but this is my new thanggggg 

PUR 4- in- 1 Mineral foundation w/ skincare : My mom has been telling me for years to try this product but I was so against powder foundation . As soon as I got pregnant I knew that I needed to make a change . I headed over to Sephora and the lady went straight to the PUR department . I am OBSESSED with this foundation . Its light , fresh , has great coverage , and is so much better for your skin than liquid. I will stick with this foundation even after I deliver for sureeeee !

I hope all this information helps ! Good luck on your journey 

XoXo- Fee La Tour 

Belly Buds Product Review :)

Baby & Fee is a new edition to the FeeLove Blog . You will be seeing tips for soon to be mommies like myself . I will be sharing my journey with balancing my career as well as becoming a mother .

My first baby product review are the Belly Buds !!  These things are super cool ! You can play your growing baby audio from voice recordings , books , and music . They say your baby starts learning in the womb so why not start now ? I received these little gems in the mail and I am addicted ! I hope my baby is loving them as much as I am ! I want her to be advance , well equipped , while enjoying her " growing party " in my belly . When running errands or working , I can play her some music and she can jam out . I thought this invention was really cool ! I also really like the fact that they aren't like headphones wrapped round my belly and no matter how big I get , she can still get her tunes played to her while mommy is comfy .

I am excited to share this part of my journey . It is a big step for me to share because it is very close to my heart but I figured I can inspire young moms like myself to have fun with it and keep dream chasing while still being an amazing mother :) 

Enjoy ! Peace & Blessings

                                                                                                        Xoxo- Fee La Tour 

Why are we on earth ?

I was talking to my best friend on the phone last night and I asked her this question . " Girl … what do you think life is ? Why do you think we are here ?" This has been a question I have been asking several people lately just to see their answer . I don't think anyone is completely right or completely wrong . I believe that everyone has their opinion so soaking up some answers was fun . Most people responded with " I believe we are here to change the world " , others said " I believe we are here to inspire people through our talents which  can help change the world ." Lots of good answers ! I agree on them all but I couldn't help but come up with my own point of view, solely based upon my own life thus far . Here it goes ...

What if we are only here for an experience ? What if we come on earth to have an experience and we choose to make the best out of it or the worst out of it ? What if we are all over thinking everything and we are strictly just suppose to enjoy every single day without any care and EMBRACE the EXPERIENCE of each day . Being excited for whats to come that day just knowing we will experience something beautiful . What if life is simply an experience ….

This logic helped my mind be at ease and helped me to just sit back and freakin RELAX . No matter what you feel life means to you , just remember to enjoy it because you are only in this body one time . Make the best of your experience and don't sweat the small stuff . Life is Good , God is better . We are meant to have an enjoyable time in the place we are right now . It can ALWAYS be worse so don't forget to be thankful and enjoy !

Sharing nothing but Love and Light 

Xoxo- Fee La Tour 

#FeeLove #PositiveVibesOnly 

Sugar coat for what ?

 I use to have a problem with speaking my mind for a very long time . Scared of what others would think I would hold in how I felt very often . Recently , I am around people who speak their mind and say to the left with " sugar coating " reality . I would always try and be considerate of others feelings without thinking about my own . Thats when I had it backwards. You don't have to be rude but you do have to think about your happiness when always being the " yes man ." Why do we put other peoples feelings above our own ? In life we must use the term "balance " more than ever . If you can't do something than say so . If you don't agree with something just say so . Don't sugar coat anything for anyone . You have to do what makes you happy . Be real , ALWAYS . Stand for what you believe in and remember to always stay respectful .

Xoxo - Fee La Tour

#FeeLove #PositiveVibesOnly 

Appreciation goes a long way -

Yesterday I had a friend who went out of their way to make me feel special . I had no idea that I affected this persons life so much , yet I was thankful . Sometimes as humans we tend to forget how much work we are doing for others in our lives we naturally don't seek the reward . For me personally , my reward is when I can impact someones life in a positive way . We as humans need to sit those down who affect us and let them know how much they have influenced your life . A simple card , fresh picked flowers , or even a hug and smile . Show your gratitude in hopes of warming someones heart and giving them strength . You might help some one more than  you can probably imagine . If we all showed appreciation, we would all probably have more energy to give being reminded that we are helping someone . Lets make the world a more beautiful place one gesture at a time .

XoXo - Fee La Tour 

#PositiveVibesOnly #FeeLove 

You are all the Power You Need -

Growing up my mom was a single parent of 3 and always wanted the best for us .  She worked more than we could ever imagine and provided by herself . I grew up in Stockton , California which is about 30 minutes away from Sacramento . My family is from the bay area so we would go there every weekend and visit our " second home ." When High school came around my mom had us pack up and move to a city that could offer us a better education and open our minds , Ripon ,CA. Right after high school , literally 3 weeks after high school I decided I was packing my bags and moving to LA . I was 17 years old but was fearless and determined . Being in Los Angeles now for 7 years I have been exposed to a world that I never knew existed . A world of dreams , A world of hope . I've done almost everything I've ever dreamed of as a child and more . I've set goals so high for myself that I reached them and didn't know what to do after besides set bigger ones that I'm on my journey towards now . I have / had my struggling moments but I always told myself " this too shall pass. " I recently spoke to a friend back in Stockton . I was shocked but what I was hearing because I forgot about the little girl who felt like there was nothing outside of the poverty and helplessness of this city . I had to tell him my back story and having faith in all that I do . You have to take leaps of faith to get what you want out of life .  We are such powerful beings but are scared of our power most of the time ! Open your mind and realize you have all the power that you need in this lifetime . You were born with every single thing inside of you , to fulfill whatever it is in your heart . Every human is equal , only difference is one believes in themselves and the other watches through the window . 

Rule #1 - BELIEVE 

Rule #2- WORK HARD

Rule #3- HAVE FAITH 

These are the three things I keep in my heart on a daily to push me through life and its struggles . I don't let anything stop me ! Ever ! I recognize my power can get me anything and anywhere I want to be in life with patience and perseverance . Don't be afraid , only good can happen if you believe that . We are all in this together .

Peace & Blessings 

Xoxo- Fee La Tour

Get to Know Fee a little deeper -

Welcome ! 

The Video below is about me in my environment  as a makeup artist , model , motivational speaker , TV personality , and it all sums up to the person I stand as today . This video explains my logic on things in life as well as my vision .  I get to show people who Felicia is and my mission for people . This is a piece of my journey I am sharing with you , handle with care .

Xoxo- Fee La Tour 

Thank you to everyone who took part in this video !

This video is about Felicia La Tour and getting to know her a little closer . Makeup artist , actress , motivator is here to share her positive outlook on life and help those around her open their mind. She recently started her YouTube channel " Makeup & Positivity With Fee La Tour " which helps her share her positivity threw her art work . Felicia has a blog which is Fee-Love.Com that talks about daily struggles and how to handle it . A young woman with a dream and striving to reach people around the global with her positive energy . Watch this video and see the message as well as a little bit of Fee BTS and watch her energy speak to you ! Fee-Love.Com FeliciaLaTour.Com YouTube.com/FeliciaLaTour Instagram.com/FeliciaLaTour This video was shot and edited by Disney Hall

Makeup With Fee La Tour

New Tutorial Alert !!!! Learn to do eyeshadow & eyeshadow pigment placement !! Tune into my youTube channel or simply click YouTube in the menu bar above :) Enjoy !!!

Being In Tune With Yourself -

I've been through a really interesting journey this far in my life . I am really young but have been through enough to say I can understand spirituality , the universe and my creator . With that being said , the best part of life I believe is growing . Ahh scary sometimes right ? It is , I can't lie . Scary is a good thing and scary is also an illusion your mind creates because of the unknown fact of " whats going to happen ." Being led in the dark is nerve wrecking , or is it ? Is this something we are creating ourselves in our own minds ? Yep , we are creating it just like we do everything else . For a second just realize where you are in this present moment . Accept it for what it is. Realize that you are exactly where you need to be at this moment in time of your life . Don't let your thoughts take you to a place of  " lack of . " Be so intune with yourself that you are comfortable with the present moment . Don't forget , it is a present because it is the now . Let your spirit be free and tell your ego to take a seat . The ego likes to be controling aka " the bully ." The spirit is the sweet one that should be leading you . As humans we don't allow the spirit to take control because we live in a society where it is the opposite . Free yourself and be happy ! Today ! Its your choice . Always was and always will be!  Get in tune and live your freedom ! 

Peace & Blessings 

Xoxo- Fee La Tour 

Product Haul -

Ok Yesterday I decided to grab a few new products . I switched up my location and went to Sephora ( for once in my life ) ! I have my makeup store I usually always go to but wanted a variety of higher end products ! Lets get to Reviewing !! I'll go 1 by 1 from left to right as the photo is set up . 

YSL Touche Ecla ( Radiant Touch ) High Lighter : 

Now I know this is an older product but I've tried  lots and lots of highlighters and finally got my hands on this little fella ! They have a range of about 8 highlighter sticks which is amazing ! The price is $41.00 U.S dollars . Not that bad for the quality you are getting ! This product is made for highlighting the brow bone as well as under eyes , forehead, chin , and cupids bow . You can apply with a beauty blender which is what I like or you can dab with your finger . First apply your regular concealer, right after apply this product to highlight the areas you want to look brighter in . It was originally made for runway models so you could imagine the finish . Nice and  creamy with a beautiful healthy glow ! I personally don't like when my skin is caked up so this is a perfect product for me !!

Benefit Fake Up : Now this is one concealer I restocked on !  I love love loveeeee this for the daytime ! It is VERY hydrating ! It has this interesting hydration ring around it which is Vitamin E & Apple seed extract . The concealer is in the middle ! I also apply this directly on my skin than bounce out with a  beauty blender . I don't need to wet the beauty blender because its already a very hydrating product . Use this under the YSL Touche product ;) This is $24.00 U.S dollars . Not too bad at all and lasts a long time ! 

Sephora brand lip Gloss : "My lip Gloss is Poppin " … I love love love this lip gloss ! I usually buy all my glosses from MAC but really wanted to break some habits and try Sephora for once ! I bought a nude one since my lips already have a natural pink tone to them I just like to gloss them up for day to day things .I bought a neutral gloss in " Beige Craze " mmmm its super bomb ! Only runs for $14.00 U.S Dollars and comes in a good sized bottle !

Sephora Outrageous Volume Mascara : Mascara Mascara Mascara -  I was also on a hunt for a new mascara ! I decided to also try Sephora brand product . Now I usually us Loreal mascara but I love to experiemnt . One of my all time favorite mascaras though is " They're Real" by Benefit but it drys out veryyyyy quickly and is a pretty penny to purchase ( bummer ) . I grabbed " Outrageous Volume " mascara and I love it ! This product is $15.00 U.S dollars and actually works good for the everyday working woman. I love the rubber brush it has on the end and it separates very well ! Comes in Black , Jet Black & blue !

Go try these products !!!

Peace &  Blessings

Xoxo- Fee La Tour 

Growing at ease ...

We all have to grow in life , with that being said we all have to have certain lessons thrown at us . These lessons help us get to where it is we need to go . I recently came across some old photos of myself and was amazed at the way I carried myself as well as the way I spoke . Negative & classless . To see the person I have become today is amazing to me but it took me to having to bring up old memories to see that growth . I am spiritually mature enough to know that I was spiritually growing . Yes my physical body was growing but my spirit was at a serious war . Every day we are at war . Everyday we are growing more and more into a beautiful butterfly . Let the transition take its course . If you are willing to have God take control of your life , indeed the universe will work with you and help you with that transition . Keep in mind , IT TAKES TIME! I went through a 3 year relationship and looking back I can finally see that my Ex was my preparation for the woman I am today ! Its a beautiful thing . I remember sitting and talking to my girlfriends about how I felt it was time for me to leave my relationship because I've learned everything God wanted me to learn from this person. Now in the moment did I know I was going through a big transition ? Of course not . This person was preparing me for battle , the battle was me growing into my higher self . This is a very very difficult thing to overcome . I began to look at the world differently , I began to strengthen my gift of discernment ( Thank you GOD! ) With all of this being said , I want to tell anyone who is going through something to HOLD ON TIGHT and just know that you are probably going through a huge  growth process . Just trust that God is creating situations that will teach you a lesson which will make you a very strong person at the end of it all. Looking back at my life thus far I see exactly why I went through the things I did . Cliche but it made me the person I am today . Be a warrior and nothing less ! Trust your journey , trust your struggle , embrace every moment and live for RIGHT NOW !

Peace & Blessings

Xoxo- Fee La Tour

Tutorial Tuesday !!!

Woo Hooooooo ! Lets learn Eyelashes today !!!

Ok dolls, today I am releasing a video on applying eyelashes . A lot of my clients have trouble with this and give up . When in all actuality its not difficult at all , they just need a step by step break down. There are eyelash serums you can use as well as  protein to help your lashes grow. The way to pick good mascara is by looking at the brush . The brush is usually the part that means the most . I always look for a full one thats nice and round. I will list a few mascaras that I love below :) Watch the tutorial in the tutorial section and see if you can challenge yourself :) Enjoy !!!

Peace & Blessings 

Xoxo- Fee La Tour 

"They're Real "- Benefit 

" Voluminous" - Loreal 

"Haute & Naughty "- MAC 

Weight of the world -

We live in a world where it can be real heavy at times . Those times when we feel like we can't see the light at the end of the tunnel . Those times when it seem we can never catch a break . It happens to us all no matter how " glamorous " we try and make our lives look from the outside. We are striving to get to our dreams and goals and for some of us they are pretty big ! Big is good , but big also means more obstacles . You have that dream in your heart for a reason. You have those ideas and visions in your mind for a reason . Do NOT be intimidated by your power . Believe it or not thats what most of us are afraid of , ourselves . You chose who you are for a reason , never forget that . You have the same power within as your idol , mentor, role model . Reach high and don't loose hope in the desire of your heart . Happiness is a choice and we think we will gain happiness once we get what we want which isn't true. I can speak for that first hand . Don't allow the world to play a trick on your precious mind , Hope will never let you down and perseverance will get you there . Stand strong today and shake off any doubt or fear . Go after that vision and bust through it knowing its not as scary as it looks from the outside looking in !

Peace & Blessings 

Xoxo- Fee La Tour 

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Friend's. I'm 23 years young and I believe that I can finally look around me and see that I have beautiful / genuine real friends . They help me more than I could ever imagine . Always smiling , supporting me and my decisions , as well as giving nothing but positive , encouraging advice . My advice to anyone about having real friends is make sure you can always be yourself around them . Make sure you are goofy 100% and being YOU. You don't want to have a friend that you can't be who you really are . If you are afraid of being you , maybe you have a few issues you have to workout with yourself. I think having friends with similar morals / values is great as well ! It makes it easier to relate and vibe . Do you and your friends only go to the clubs and get drunk ? Or are you able to go on a healthy hike and grab coffee with one another ? Be real with yourself . Stop entertaining relationships that have no substance . Keep in mind , it's  ok to out grow a relationship. Sometimes in life this happens. It isn't a bad thing it is just a reminder that you are growing and maybe just need to be an example while your friend catches up . Life is beautiful and is meant to be enjoyed that way . Sorry Drake but most of my " new friend's " are the biggest blessings that have ever happened to me . Your rule is stupid lol. 

Peace & Blessings 

Xoxo-Fee La Tour