So Hard to say Good Bye ;(

Wahhh. That's my crying noise ;( ... I leave NYC in about 3hrs and I am so sad. I sent Gavin a text telling him to fly here with the baby so that I can just keep enjoying myself! This has been the best trip ever in so many ways! Summer time in New York really is the best. I went to go buy a charger from CVS at 10pm, thinking I was going to be walking in the dark alone ​but no there were people everywhere. Literally. The streets were full! People jogging, laughing , eating, interacting. It seems people spend less time on their phones. I love watching humans interact. It really is a beautiful thing! Such a dope place ahhhh one day I'll be able to stay for months at a time. Mark my words :) 

I miss my family but I have to say, having me time felt really good, not only do I not have to change diapers for a couple of days, I get a big bed all to myself lol. All jokes aside, I get thinking room. Time for my brain to just expand and I was able to think for myself. Able to be selfish with my thoughts and just spend time with my art and God. I did alot of praying ​this trip. A lot of random exploring, a lot of self reflecting. A lot of centering myself so that when I go back to LA I have a clear game plan. It's difficult being an ambitious mom and wanting to do so much but your thoughts are incomplete because you're watching after the baby. I was able to have full thoughts and pray on them. It felt really good to feel free again. 

Until next time NYC, I'm grateful for you ​

xoxo - Fee ​

Pop Tarts " Crazy good summer" concert !

So we've been doing a series of these mini concerts with pop tart for all the fans and the New York one is def. my favorite. I guess the fact that I get to do what I love in a city I love with people I love it's cool lol! The line up is Jhenè of course , Jessie J , and the band Rixton .  Here are a couple of pics! Omg btw it's so hot out here !!!!

Crowd cooking In  

Oh hey girl , I see you groovin lol'  

Rita's on deck  

Www. Ritasice. Com  

Yayyyy my arms are getting skinny again lmbo! That's not important hahaha!  

This is Rixtons manager, he tried photobombing me but ended up in my flick lol

I met one of my followers! @r.efuru hey girl heyyyy ! 

#Crazygoodsummer

I love sharing these moments with you guys! Alright gotta get back to work :))  

New York travels

There was a moment in time I wanted to move to New York so bad! I never visited but I just wanted to leave California! I stopped myself from going because I knew in my heart I would travel for work there some day. Welp, 3 yrs later, here I am. Going back and fourth to NY very often for work. It's a great get away. There are so many things I love about this beautiful place! I think what I love most is the family culture. You see families everywhere, all the time. In the park, walking home from work or school. It's just the things In California you do behind closed doors with your family, New York you see it at hand and it's such a beautiful thing. I really smile everytime I see a family lol. The housing is so cool also, buildings everywhere, open places to eat so you can people watch 👀 ... LOTS of walking so you can get that cardio in lol! Great eats, took me a while to find good grub but this time around I was more adventurous. I literally wake up in the morning, workout, and head out to explore. I wish I had Peace with me. It's a challenge for me to turn off that side of my brain but I am learning each time. Here are some pics of me just exploring for those of you who have never been :)  

Random building I came across that I thought was super cool !  

Hey girl hey :)  

I loved this stoop so much! So cute !  

Urban Outfitter glasses on fleek  

Quinoa, avocado, cucumber salad from WILD link below. 

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WILD from outside. So cute.  

California girl. Vans for my walking shoes:)  

The trees are so beautiful ! I loved this road!  

Yummmmmmmm! Link below! 

Ok so in the meat packing district there is this place called doughnuterry and they have all these amazing flavored doughnuts ! Omg! They are mini doughnuts and so flavorful. I got cinnamon sugar and pumpkin brûlée. Last time I had pistachio and Lavender. The girls put me on to this spot so I make sure no matter how in shape I'm trying to get, I like to live a little when coming out here! ( located inside Chelsea Market)  

Doughnuttery. Com

Hope you enjoyed my post!  

Thinking about moving here one day. I love this place so much now!  

Xoxo- Fee